19 May 2009
time passes so fast everyday
Days pass very fast everyday especially on last sunday 17 May 09. I got scolded by my father and he dun allow me to go out. That day I keep thinking of my father. I was thinking about dying too. I was thinking about a lot of things that chirstian life shouldn't do. For example killing myself or even kill him. But I think again, I shouldn't do that. It is not good, is bad for myself and being a christian life. I was so sad and cry for a long time. Keep on thinking and thinking and thinking, =( U guy wont believe that when I was inside the toilet I was thinking something bad again. I was thinking to find something sharp to kill myself and end my life. But I was staying blank for a very long time. I using my finger nails to scratch my arm. LOL. I tell my dar that I was tired of my life and everything. Dont believe right?? Hahahaha !!! But now I am alright. And also wan to thanks Jean.
P.S. : Even thought just simple small words and I still wan to thank to tell me I was a good friend. =)
Labels: life, time
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