19 October 2011
Feel so sry to Laopo
Feel so sorry to Laopo. Wanted to let Laopo happy but end up only sadness :( I hate this happen. Totally have to face to face them. I just wan to stay at home forever. I hope I dun have everything in my life. I hope I dun have friends cos I make them sad. I hope I dun have husband n child cos I have nothing to raise them at all. I just wan to be alone. I dun want to care abt me. I feel miserable n hurt. Sry Laopo :(
11:00 pm
Tired !!! Super tired !!!
I dun care anymore. I so tired now. I dunno why. But I am just tired. Always go back home and feel tired. Dun wan to talk to anyone at all. Sleepy. Why I have to come to work ? I wan to go back study:( Hope I can have the courage to tell papa abt that :(
Some more ytd night just argue with my friends. I hate it. But I can't control it. Lucky now no one see my blog. Able to write in here :) I dun care if they think me as a irritating person or whatever. I dun care. Pls let me be transparent for a week. And talk to me. I wan to be transparent forever :(
So sry Laopo to let u be so sad :(
11:24 am