25 January 2011
3rd week of 2011
I had a argument with dar or u can say is 吵架. We cried. But now better le. All becos of army things. NS dun let my husband to stay out even though he has a family to support. I felt very angry and frustrated I can't believe they do that. They say others also like that why can't him. My heart say: Cos I need someone to be beside and I felt very lonely by myself and I also feel like I am a single mum. I feel a lot of things will change if dar is not around with me. Everytime I hear his voice through the phone when he's in camp I feel better but when je beside I felt someone is there to tc of me. Now he still in camp. Waiting for him to come back soon and accompany me do everything and spend time tgt as much as possible :)
7:49 pm
this week
This week is going to end. And I have work for a week at AIA Keppel Tower :) I learn quite fast. So scare of doing wrong things. Lex came back yesterday (Thurs). I am quite happy cos can spend Christmas eve with him. But I have to work today, just only half day. Then later go home can spend more tine with him
7:38 pm