14 December 2010
feeling
Sometime I feel like I am a single mum. Like I have to take care of Jayden by myself without Lex. And sometime I felt that I am alone with no one help. Whereby there are a plenty of ppl are able to help me. I felt sad everytime things doesnt go well and Jayden get into hospital. He cry so many times till I am really so angry about it. No matter wat I dun feel happy after Jayden was born. I knw I shdnt say I am regret but this is my feeling now. I knw I have make a wrong choice from the very beginning. Or is my mum mistake to meet my dad from the start. She has been saying she is regretting to meet my dad and regretting for not having her chances to go to school. From the start ppl always regret, so do I.
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